Today was about realizing that without God, our love is not enough, because it isn't agape kind of love. I thought I understood that before I began this journey, but its showing itself to me more and more as I travel day by day. I asked God into my heart many years ago, but to truly understand the kind of love He has for us takes trying to live that kind of love every day. Unconditional love, no matter what kind of love, even if the person doesn't deserve it I will choose to love anyway kind of love. It's spoke of often, but to truly live it opens your eyes to how amazing God really is. Because as much as I'm working towards that, but His love is so much greater. But as I travel this road, I believe I'm allowing Him to love more through me. He dwells within me, therefor, so does His love. I just need to learn to trust it and release it to those around me. So this is the path I'm attempting to walk. I won't say I've got it down, but I will say the love I'm giving unconditionally is returning to me tenfold. Not only in my marriage and with my husband, but in other relationships as well. I think its because I'm changing the way I think about love. I'm loving through my spirit, which God has placed in me, and not just on my own. I had to step out, but I feel different inside and that is spilling out all around me and its amazing.
Kim
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